Don't Promise Me Forever

So I had waited two years after my divorce before I dated someone. This someone somehow had broken through that wall. Just busted right through. I think it was because he wasn't completely available but what I needed at the time. After 5 months it was time for us to actually be together like do stuff and all that. He told me the usual that he loved me and couldn't wait to show me and blah blah blah. Well when push came to shove he was non existent. The only time he wanted me was when he was home alone and feeling all lonely and shit then it was convenient to have me around. I'm so tired of these motherfuckers who don't know what the fuck they want. You don't need to promise me forever. Don't tell me things just because you think that is what I need to hear. It makes it all the more worse. Your a horrible person in my eyes for leading me on in the first place claiming to feel a way that you don't. This is the number one reason I don't wanna bring any men around my kids because they so damn fickle how fucked up would it be to bring them around and then they leave. I'm only 26 years old but I feel like I'm 36. I'm tired. It will probably be another 2 years or longer before i date anyone again because I'm tired of the bullshit, lies, and false promises these fuckers make. What I want is a man who is all about family. Someone who wants to chill at home and watch my shows with me. Someone who will put in a relationship on their face book. Someone who proudly shows me off and claims meand tells everyone that i'm his girl. If i can't find that then I'm not settling. I'm always the one to compromise and be understanding and supportive and never get that in return. Not anymore. I'm done. I'm sure there are plenty of good guys out there but I have not found one and if I do he will have the patience to know that he will have to prove with his actions and not with his words. Words are shit. They don't mean a damn thing to me. Why is it all these guys don't know what they want? I know what I want. I want to settle down. I'm done partying I just wanna settle down and make a future with someone full of love and family. I just want someone to be there for me like I would be there for them. One day maybe I will find that, but I'm not looking for that one man anymore. I'm done. Don't promise me forever. Don't tell me what you want to do. All I ask is show me and prove to me. I wanna see actions. Actions speak louder than words.