Lifestyle Change

So I have been dieting and exercising like a crazy person. I've joined this site called myfitnesspal.com because it had an app on my phone so I could track the exercise and everything I eat. It has helped a whole lot. On there they don't call it dieting or anything they prefer to call it a lifestyle change. I think that is appropriate because after I lose the weight the real trick would be to keep it off. People think I'm pushing myself to hard at the gym and I'm not eating which is not true at all. I eat. I love to eat I'm just careful about what goes into my mouth. The website help me look at food a whole other way. I look at food now and I'm like do I want all those calories. It's crazy. I have no idea where this sudden motivation came from. I woke up and I said when I get my tax money I'm going to see the diet doctor. After I dropped the money it took for me to jump start my "lifestyle change" I was like I will not have wasted my money. I'm going to stick with it. I have too. I've found that I don't have to have my afternoon naps anymore. I am more up beat and ready to go. My mood is even perkier if you can even imagine me perkier. I just feel good. I love clothes and dressing up and being overweight makes it really hard. I used to love shopping at aeropostle and american eagle and forever 21 but I couldn't after I gained the weight from having my two kids. Now I'm determined to go back to my favorites shops. I wanna look like the M.I.L.F that I feel like. My poor daddy. When I lose the weight I'm going to have everything hanging out again ha ha. He is going to be like you are a mom you can't be dressing like that. Oh well. After I lose the weight I'm going to save for a tummy tuck. Then when I marry a plastic surgeon I can get the porn star boobs I've always wanted ha ha. I say if your getting fake boobs why not go all the way. Until then I'm just going to continue to reach my short term goals until I finally reach my long term one and maintain. I'm trying to lose 50lbs and I've already lost 23lbs. YEY wish me luck